Friday, August 26, 2005

spilling all mi darkest secrets couldn't be better.. but it can't reallie relieve much of the guilt i felt for A.. neither can it erase the hatred i have for the F!!!! grrr!!!!!! bugger... i wouldn't wanna use vulgarities in mi blog over F... but well.. talking bout it realie makes me feel more comfortable.. life can be hard sometimes.. but hahaha... wad can i say.. " treasure your loved ones"??? cliche as ever.. but sometimes... how true can it gets.. i happen to chance upon a blog regarding his love for a girl and how tt girl broke his heart??? hmm... applies to me a lot.. but wadeva... i guess i'll hav to live with the hatred in mi heart... n duh! go to hell for tt... yes.. frens tell me to be forgiving.. it's easy to say not easy to do.. u guys didn't experience the pain i've gone thru juz making one wrong move... it's like playing a game of chess.. one wrong move n u lose tt game for sure aft that... how stupid can one get sometimes... but not as dumb as me i suppose...
yea... WISE UP gal!!! well.. signing off with the most corniest thing to say...
"you've never lived until u loved with all your heart and soul"

to all who read this... dun be like me ya... u'll seriously regret it...esp when it involves matter of the heart..

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