Monday, February 28, 2005
i didn't noe wad the experts said were so true...
hmm... believe it or not..when one is shopping for groceries in a supremarket, he or she is not thinking at all but the mind is in a blank state! well it did happen to me, i guess. My mind was sort of veri blank, sort of sets me thinking. the chance to let me think clearly but some of the stuff tt's going on in mi life.
Firstly, i came up with a theory, sounds intelligent??(haha) wadeva.. tt's juz mi personal opinion...
Dun study too hard.. otherwise when u can't score well juz proves one thing.. tt ur stupid!!!! yes.. tt's sort of the way i feel bout miself now... but..hmm... wad can i do?? at least i tried mi best!!! and Yean Yang.. Mosie... and blah blah.. whoever i told tis to..eh... "what u reap is what u sow???" hmm... seriously..it dun reallie work k... as in for me la.. but not tt i feel demoralised or sth. buT.. nvM...
secondly... haha... i can't believe wad i said to a fren last night... lol..thinking bout it.. am i too cong dong again?! the way i put it into words seemed rather serious and emotional... have to change... i feel so dumb.. reallie.. like i'm making things seemed so... nvm...
well.. juz posted mi options yesterdae, of going to Aj, but now... got another option to go POLY , study chemical process technology..interesting it may seem.. but veri challenging. what i want is still INDUSTRIAL technology... hehe... how i wish i could make fragrances or cosmetis one day and labelled under a brand name of mine.. hmm... like aneres a brand name of serena williams . Nv tot of mine... but when tt day comes.. hehehe...shall think of it other time... BUt! MUST be a beautiful name.. but who knows... wad the future will be.. juz see as i go on...
A lot of things holding mi back for not going to POly. hmmm... some reallie stupid but logical ones...some veri truthful ones.. FIRSTly, will miss a lot of ppl in AJ esp... (hehe.. not so attached to zhss, dunno y.. no homely feeling ba...) will miss mi best frens in Aj... u all noe urself la... no need for me to keep naming. ( Mo. and St. esp) GrR!!!!!!!! may not be able to adapt???? i'm not a veri adaptive person... hmm...no uniform to wear.. need to bother bout the clothes to wear to sch.. blah blah... so fan... all these small things.. can be quite bothering. haiz...
