Friday, February 11, 2005
Yesterdae (feb10) was the worst day of mi life... i can't imagine all the idiotic things tt happen to me all at once to me in a DAY! I nearly lost a close fren of mi in sch... hmm...all started with war of words tt shouldn't be happening at all between us. i must admit i'm insensitive and childish on mi part but still..i'm not totAlly wrong la...Comes to think about it, i believe relationship between friends should not be changed due to some stupid comments made (tt's mi own perspective)...but some may think otherwise..thank god i did not lose this fren of mine.he passed me the "thing" to me today as a token of frenship.i know frm the moment on tt tt's mi precious n i can nv ever imagine miself losing it...much as i will love to carry it around everywhere i go(hehe!) to me, tt was the greatest gift i've ever received( i realli meAN IT)cos' i strongly believe tt wad matters behind sth is how meaningful it is but can nv be quoted by the price of the object! =)
though i was happy bout it.. i got to noe sth frm tt fren of mine tt something bad happened to him...not one but a few. initially..i was shocked when i read his sms...i couldn't believe it and was stumped completely by wad i saw. for me as a fren, i reallie could not take it and was sort of in a daze during lecture ,having mixed feelings bout it. i didn;t noe wad to do..neither did i noe wad to say...but wads a fact is a fact and nothing can ever change tt. at that moment, i reallie would love to give him a comforting hug as a friend but..i noe he wouldn't like dat cos' he's unlike the other frens i noe...(as in both guys and gals).
hmm..i failed mi maths test too.i guess i shouldn't fail again over careless mistakes ever again!!!!!well..the maths teacher was nice enough to me to tell me to work harder on mi paper but he behaved like a total hyporcrite. instead of writing words of encouragement, he dissed him (i think) withi'm words like "stupid" inside if i'm not mistaken. wadeva..i make sure i will prove him wrong and i must do it!i feel unworthy for mi fren as everything tt goes on around him has been so unfair!
well...not forgetting..today..the first day of sch aft cny..i experienced the most embarassing thing tt happen to me! as the PE rep ofmi class...i'm supposed to prepare plastic bag for mi class (girls only) to put their belongings. well.. a few mins before assembly when i reach the Aj square, i wanted to give WAn hui..the last girl in mi class the pastic bag so tt she can pass it down the column. little did i noe tt i took out mi sanitary napkin which was OPen!(dun ask me y,i reallie duno)i mistaken it as a plastic bag and passed it to her! the whole thing was opened out and fu wei who was talking to her at the time got the biggest shock of his life(i guess)aft he saw wad was given to wan hui was not a plastic bag but a sanitary napkin! he was wide awake aft the whole incident and i was laughing bout it thruout the whole assembly...man...i hope nth of this sort will ever happen to it again...
