Wednesday, February 09, 2005

today's such a waste of mi time! today at my grandma's house(paternal), in their eyes was onli mi bro..wth?! i'm not invisible..not tt they didn''t see me but they just didn't bother to talk to me or at the veri leAST ask bout mi.not tt i'm jealous but i'm just pissed off by their behaviour. just becos' guys r a minority in the family does not mean tt they can ignore the girls and deny their existence...worst of all...one of mi uncles ask mi bro to go over to the table for some tea but not me when i'm just sitting right beside him! HELLO??? am i reallie invisible? tt's not the onli thing i hate bout going there...all mi cousins hav their own clicks within the family and there's minimal interactions among one another. they dun even sAY a HI or BYE when we see each other... hey...i'm not talking to the wall am i? moreover..there's nth to talk bout between as xcept comparing sch work..wad u wanna be in future..btw..i often wonder if they realise they r asking bout the same old thing over and over again every yr!

as usual.. he wasn't around and we've gotta go around on ou own.. we didn't reallie go to much places just the usual but it's already veri tiring and BORING!!! clothes tt i'm wearing r so uncomfortable in the hot weather i juZ can't wait to get home.

things became better when i went over to mi grandma's house(maternal), it feels more like home..mayb cos' i'm rather close to her since young. they gave me reallie huge ang baos like usual and i reallie can't bear to take frm them since they r reallie old and have no source of income.i still took it in the end but made them promise not to do it again next yr.
there.. i happened to see one of mi mum's cousin... where their granddaughter is supposed to call me "auntie" or sth...well..thankfully.. she isn't there.onli the eldest daughter is there along with her family. though going on to 30, she reallie looks as if she's 19..wth..i reallie wonder how she did tt when i can be mistaken as an elder sis now which is idiotic.surprisingly, she's still not attached despite her better looks as compared to her younger sis who already has 2 children! the 1-yr old who was once a brat is still as short(too bad) and mi mum even tot he was onli in pi SCH!!!!(haha..he totally deserves it)

hmm...a lot of snacking was done..and dinner was great!(prepared by grandma) gosh.. i reallie hope i wun put tt much weight...otherwise..i'm gonna hav a HARD time during the FRI PE...the nightmare...

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